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The Miracle


“ Hanya satu pintaku…
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap seorang Ibu…

Hanya satu pintaku…
Tuk bercanda dan tertawa
Di pangkuan seorang ayah…

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi…
Ku selalu berharap
Dan tak pernah
Terbangun…”

(Hanya satu – MOCCA)

First time when I was hearing that’s song, I have to lie to my self that the song was bad. But I couldn’t! My tears couldn’t lie. I always lose to held it back. My heart had been touch by that song. It so much the wishes on that song. I haven’t already yet as same as the song. If only it could happen, maybe I would consider that I still slept away and the life that I passed it only the nightmare.

Its luck, that’s all didn’t come. Even I knew exactly what would happen. Maybe all of the people beside me only saw the other of my self. And maybe all of my friend that always that always shared at me about the problem with her mother would be surprised why I had to angry if they taught the wrong perception about their mother. If I had to answer, it just because I was too scare if they would be sorry to lost their mother.

That’s not because I didn’t have mother. That’s because I felt thanks that I still could see my mom until now. That’s because I was very love to my mom. I love her so much! I felt that every time together with her it so precious for me. I couldn’t see the patient on her self. If I could choose, all right if had to responsible by her illness. My heart inhaling if she fell away her tears.

I was proud to have mother like her.. She trusted, that all of that she passed is the best for her. I have to be strong! I have to give support to my mom.

I always wanted for the miracle. Day by day, she passed by wishful and I still waited for the miracle. Until one day in Ramadan, the month that full of bless, when my mom just arrived from Bandung ( the place where she get outpatient treatment). I didn’t know why there’s something different at her self. She looks so gleamed, only happiness that saw from her face. I was happy too, cause as a fact the miracle had come. Allah Swt. Gave something that made me want to fly away. Thanks god!! You have treat my mom…thank you Allah!
Ya Allah…
Ya Waliyy…
Ya Mujib…